poetry and ideas
sometimes I look in the mirror and swear I see a stranger
with eyes of ice and blue saphire bait that tempts with danger
surpise reflects a smile
why
this side portrays my killer side
EXIST
the days slip by with constant change
red eyes reflect a broken glaze
The things in life you love exist only in purple haze
your dazed and lost with nothing else but those who welcome fear
its clear that life is nothing but existing in a tear
a record skipping every beat
youve heard this song before
the needle worn with patient heat
your friction melts the core
the music hopes to beat the odds
to break the mold
to question god
crave the answers more and more with every passing moment
the pressure burns behind my eyes with promises of sorrow
tomorrows lost already
gone
recyled hopes will follow
2/23/04 NIGHTMARE
Holocaust dreams born in the skull
the carnage paints white every wall
insane red lights like blood ignites
light tearing down the dark of night
illuminate this slaughter room
ellaborate on violence soon
explode in screams like symphony's
orchestrate evil specialties
inferno burns the lies to dust
we pay with pain for broken trust
this is on us
this is our fate
rose up in hate
we knew to late
judgement day dreams away the sorrow as we sleep forever
struck down in full payment
all the pictures left of you were burned up slowly in the fire
all the sickness I have felt has replaced my life with a lyers
all the patience you embraced erupted into flames of grace
all your tasteless ways to cope with nothing left me with desire
FROWN EMPTY SMILE
smile fades to fire storm
alone to free the demon
alone to tear your pride apart
alone but you hear screaming
alone to break the friendly front
alone to show true meaning
alone with reason left to bleed
alone with need for feeling...
something other than this
BREAKDOWN
pull the pin on the grenade
contain your ailing serenade
choke it down with true emotion
savor dreams of the explosion
you catch your breath with second thoughts of kamikaze words
react to broken insults
laugh
restraining always hurts
Every battle beguns with a need to be met
ends with one winner and one to regret
