ill follow your eyes into horizen till im blind
and then be led down into hell
all your love was satan lying
from above
this cant be heaven
I loved attention
counted seven
ways to sin
addict's affection
I trusted you
i failed the test
I payed the price
tear up my chest
rip out my heart
replace with rocks
my soul grows hard just like your heart
thanks alot for the memories
weve grown apart



  ¶ 7:32 PM

  ive asked so many times for an angel.........  ¶ 7:15 PM

  na
  ¶ 8:48 PM

  n/a  ¶ 8:39 PM

  FUCK ME
Ive always tried to speak my mind
see for the blind and dictate time
remaining high
release a sigh
its makes me feel like I could fly

It humbles me; wish i could die
I refuse to give this one more try while underneath a broken sky
I cant be smoking all this lie
existing while my life floats by
18 is just 13 plus 5
Ive lived a lot barely alive
ive lived alone
shattered inside
Ive exposed every good place to hide
My happiness is on the line
all darkness where I used to shine
impossible to even cry
improbable to feel devine
Im searching for the perfect answer
I hope with love I can confide....







  ¶ 8:31 PM

    ¶ 11:35 PM

  I cant go on with this decay
distorted hope is on display
errosion shows black holes where eyes once lyed inside my skull but hide
just hours back I seemed alive with lies of comfort, promised highs
so sour

full of bitter cries
it all just hits me
broken ties
tension sinks like kerosine on clothing
me
last thing youll see
medicate this medicine low
my bodys broken blow by blow
ive got nowhere good left to go
no more show to show fake hope


erupt in flames while dancing slow
to memories of melted snow
to see the truth at 5 am
to see whats cheap was once a gem
to write what hurts and grip a pen
just multiply the void times ten
it hurts enough just to live life
complicate this
cut with a knife
youll never miss your fucking life
youll never miss your fucking life

fuck cocaine  ¶ 10:49 PM

  like fire flowing through my veins
these wires slicing open lanes
to overflow like lava
rain
my chest is boiling over pain
cant hold it long
cant hold it long
The need to right every wrong
I bleed for pleasure
need the closure
nothings better
keep composure  ¶ 5:03 PM