the pain ive felt
acceptance helped
but this is better
power dealt
this feels so good
like power should
to break your face
pavements replaced
with crimson hope
better than dope
it feels too good
to change around
your open mouth
to packing sounds
emotions freed when your eyes bleed
ive found closure
fulfilled my need

greed for closure

thats me


  ¶ 9:31 PM

  i never even asked for this
to know what a narcotic is
my body cant relax with this
my love has killed its hostages
remorse and pity
goodnight kiss
see you in hell
my pity's missed
ill wake up dead
stay high
lose bliss


i never wanted to believe
no reasons left to live
acheive
your dreams
or quit
if you you cant see through extasy

this treason drug has warped my mind
this craving kills anything kind
this flavor kills every taste bud
this anger takes my life and love
i cant wakeup to sunny days
i sleep alone
this night cant change
nightmares are friends
they hold me tight
belong to them
force me to fight
they hold my head in violent love
they change this vulture to a dove
they make it fine
just take a line
just bleed and cry
someday youl die

im been forced to be someone i dont want to be
this temporary acceptance doesnt last   ¶ 9:17 PM