pictures of her remind me why I live to love but love to die
I cry and think of ways to tie our lives together
god I try
but photos worth a thousand words repeat the same name she deserves
its never mine
the jokes on me
sorrow whispers to my heart
bleed
i clear my mind and pray to be your reason to wake up and see an angels face alongside mine
romance
when true
defines devine
the chance
that you
belong to me is something worth this hell I breath
this air that keeps my lungs alive
I curse the day the truth arrives
it hurts so much to see you kiss his lips and smile
clench my fists
whats left was not painful enough ?
you see me laugh and grin so tough
if only you knew what i feel
infected love may never heal
like shards of glass ive swallowed whole
emotions burnt blacker than cole
all it took was your games to destroy my state of mind
feeling alive
I lost
I tried
im sick of waking up alive
realize im breathing just to die
these lies im dreaming waste my time
created hopes of dying high
I dream of me and you together
seems your company feels better
than what im used to
a bottle
blaze a blunt or two
look in my eyes
while heartache burns white pupils dry
the red exposes why I lie
I cry because you cant be mine
I offer darkness while you shine
destruction seems to run my life
