when will I care not to die
wake up and smile
free to cry
free of lies and asking why
looking at life passing it by
instead I want to love this time I have to live and want to shine
enjoy whats mine while flying high above the hopeless state of mind

once I was nine with no idea of whats ahead
with future dead
when ten rolled by I prayed to god to take my life or make it right
I grew to learn that loves a fraud
chemical world
chemical god
everything I have grown to love ive learned is nothing more than dust
this skin and bone and heart and soul is all I have inside this hole
no light to lead me out
no sound
no faith leaves love deep underground







  ¶ 1:26 AM